I ended my life today..
Posted: Mon Apr 04, 2005 5:47 pm
At 2:20 pm, I cut my wrists.. and hopped into the bath tub. Sadly, I cut them from side to side not top to bottom, and left the water way too cold, and I didn't bleed enough, so I had to go to the hospital.
Once there, the Dr. told me I was an ugly fuck and failed miserably. During this time, I ran for the big jar of tylenol. I swallowed all I could. Then, the Dr. looked at me again, and told me that I was a fucking idiot because I couldn't O.D on tylenol.
I thought this was pretty embarressing, so I jumped out the window.. again, I was only on the second floor, so I just broke my wrists. Now, I can't even cut my wrists when I get home..
What a fucking day.
Once there, the Dr. told me I was an ugly fuck and failed miserably. During this time, I ran for the big jar of tylenol. I swallowed all I could. Then, the Dr. looked at me again, and told me that I was a fucking idiot because I couldn't O.D on tylenol.
I thought this was pretty embarressing, so I jumped out the window.. again, I was only on the second floor, so I just broke my wrists. Now, I can't even cut my wrists when I get home..
What a fucking day.