I know that I have been a major bitch on wheels this weekend (more than usual) and without going into great detail I will briefly try to explain why I think it has been that way.
I work in a rental office and outside of my service staff I am the only person in the office every single day.
On Friday Morning I was accosted by an irate resident who for lack of better words attacked me in a manner I have never been nor ever wish to be again, nor do I wish it on anyone else. I was hysterical for most of the day and couldnt calm down no matter what I did.
The man was arrested and after a few valium, buckets of tears and a long session of vomitting I was finally able to calm down, or so I thought.
I have been plagued with nightmares and as such have been forcing myself not to sleep at all, and for an insomniac (which I have been for years) depriving myself of the couple of hours I get a night has really sent me off.
I have been extremely edgy and sporting a short fuse for days now. The game that normally cheers me up has only been pissing me off, the people I am closest to I find myself pushing them away.
What I am trying to say here is that I'm very sorry if I have insulted, bitched out or just flew off the handle at anyone.
A very good friend of mine took hold of me and said "You need to calm the fuck down woman, you are going to lose it!"
And that is exactly what I need to do, calm down and get ahold of myself.
Please try to understand and just be patient with me during this, my most fucked up of times.
Again, my apologies.
Respectfully Yours,
Francine
The Bitch behind the Toon
